www.seipokai.com

I’m finally at home. And i’m enjoying every minute of it. I’m leaving on the 3rd, which is on tuesday. And frankly i cant wait. Fei Chai is leaving together with me. So theres someone helping me with the luggage.

About 40 mins before this post, i was at a scene of an accident which happened just outside of my house. I was just on the way back from fei chai’s house. That bastard fell asleep on me, so i had to turn back. I was just taking it easy and pumping up the music. It was quite a relaxing drive. Then at the corner before the entrance to my house, i see some people waving me down. So slowed down and parked on the side of the road. Right before my eyes was a scene where 2 cars crashed into each other head-0n. Both cars were a mess. It was a Toyota Kijang v.s. a Mitsubishi Magna. There was a family inside the magna, i’m surprised everybody made it out without a scratch. They were ok thanks to the airbags. A passer-by took them to the hospital just in case. The driver in the Toyota however was very badly banged up. He was bleeding badly and… his lips was dangling on a few strands of bleeding flesh. It was a stomach turning sight. There was a whiff of alcohol in the air. Someone must have been drinking. Minutes later the ambulance came. And they patched him up before driving him to the hospital. Then the cops came. How typical. So i left, I doubt i could have done much anyway. Being kepoh is definitely not useful.

It reminded me of my accident. Well at least my lips wasnt hanging by the veins. Lucky.. lucky..

Yes i feel that i’ve been reborn, freedom. The air that i breath and the steps that i take are way sort different than the usual strides and breathes while i was in-caged. Everyone has been really nice to me. Nonnie, Brian, Derrick, Kelvin & Joe treated me to a nice thai dinner which is a really nice gesture. Lovely colleagues and lovely friends. I feel as if the weight over shoulders has been lifted away. Floating effortlessly. No more angry customers, no more customer who just cant seem to undferstand “READ THE GODDAMN SIGN: NO BACKUPS!” , no more driving around endlessly looking for customer’s houses, no more on-site servicing, no more… finally no more.

Forever?

Hell Yeah

I do feel heavy at heart that i have to leave my friends. And i do feel guilty they had to take over some left-over things that i didnt have time to wrap up. I feel guilty they have to clean up my own shit. I sincerely hope i dont leave a mess. Sorry guys.
I’m gonna miss nonnie and our “Management” bitching sessions. And she is a wonderful friend. I hope my efforts of reconciling her and her ex-flame worked out. I’d love for them to be friends again. Brian’s another gem as well, he’s been awfully nice to arrange a place to stay for me while i was in service. And i will remember the intelligent arguments and the long english lessons i had to give to brian. Derrick’s another guy that’s been treating me very well, oftenly sharing his last few sticks of cigarettes with me which is a nice gesture. However he does so with verbal profanity of much variety. Kelvin is an old friend and i will miss our inhumane laughing sessions. Though i wont give 2 shits about his gropping habits.. Yes he likes to grope… Dont ask further.

Ah wonder memories.

I wont remember the awful management frankly. Not the best. Not the worst, but i’m happy i’m not a part of it anymore.. Muahahahahah…..

Feel my happiness…?

Freedom.. Reborn = Humanity, i am back…