Angst Driven Opulence or just plain yawn?
I havent posting online as much as i want, no thanks to the lazy/numb/obnoxious mood i’m in right now. 2 weeks break is very short and i wanna make sure that i relax as much as i possibly can before going back to kuching on the 28th. Out of the occasional duties, i mostly spend my days in my room, taking naps and going online. Not forgetting the chance to stuff my mouth with as much of ma’s cooking as possible.
No thanks to my fucked up attitude and mood i dont feel like going anywhere or do anything. The typical uber lazy mood. No matter what, i have to get my ass up and go meet up with friends in bandar at least. Even if i dont owe it to myself i still owe it to them, so i might drop by in bandar during the weekends.
Exams are partly a complete disaster. I think i screwed up 2 papers. Guess i just have to wait until the results are out, the good ol’ pray and wait technique. Hopefully i didnt fuck up those two papers.
introspectively i’ve been feeling guilty of messing around with fei chai’s weight issue, but at times he’s just asking for it. At times i just cant seem to control myself. Its so damn enticing to open my slobbering mouth and insult him with a smart ass line relating to his weight. I think i’ll put the jokes on hold and talk to him, get shit settled. I got myself Audioslave’s newest album and rocks good. A review is coming up soon.





