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I find myself in another bind ironically with myself. I like to rekindle past memories and the same memories are holding me by the neck, slowly choking the life out of myself. Strangle-holding myself due to small intricacies. Stupid. Pure and simple, just plain fucking dumb. And here I am blaming others for my own idiocy. Taking small details that any sane person would happily ignore, here I am holding out a grudge towards a friend whom i’ve known for ages. Some how I have to find a way to get out of this little pathetic phase in my insecure life.

I’ve guessed the best way to fix this inconformity is by getting away. I’ve decided to move out of the hostel next semester, possibly buying a car as well. being cooped up in a little air-conditioned room is slowly withering my life away. I miss a homely environment. Waking up and being able to go out facing nature, instead of facing people everyday.

Have I grown sick and tired of people?

Yes. I need space. Lots of quiet time.

Hopefully giving myself huge doses of personal time and space would eradicate the tiresome feeling between the both of us. I guess i’ve seen too much of his worst side. I wont start blabbering about his selfishness… but yes, i feel that’s making the obnoxious feeling towards him. I need space for myself. I’ve always valued personal time and space. Not that i dont appreciate company, but i guess i had enough. I need time for myself. Space especially. Hopefully starting next semester this feeling would go away. In due time.

Sometimes blaming one’s self is the best way to look inside and find out what the problem is. (Keeping that in mind)

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