Stringed
Does anybody look at the brighter side of life? I’m fairly sure that nearly everybody complains about their lives. Introspectively I think I’m fairly lucky. I’ve got fantastic friends, a loving family, an education and a decent life. Surely everybody dreams of being flooded by limitless cash, big houses, expensive cars, the jet-set life. Dreams are all they could be. I feel elated today. I don’t feel lifeless anymore. I think its the thought of going back cycling is returning the light in my eyes. Or maybe I’ve been heavily playing sports, badminton to be exact. A competition is coming up next friday. I haven’t been competitive in a long while, not since the days when I was in the saddle of my mountain bike, grunting and panting while pedaling up an insane hill whilst racing against the clock because of a little small wager our mountain bike team put aside. I sincerely miss those days where smoking was a complete no-no, physical and mental strength is priority and our life is just one big adventure. Life was so carefree back then. In times of trouble where the brain and soul are in knots I’ll hit the tarmac with my mountain bike, pedaling as hard and as fast as I can until I can’t feel my body and all my ears could hear are the fast beats of my heart and all my brain can comprehend is “faster”. Just me, my muscles, my bike and the road all alone riding hard and fast. Relationships does not exist during those time. Friendship, adventure and the endless strives to be faster and stronger is much more important. How could I have so much passion on something as simple as a bicycle? Most probably the adrenaline, might be the endless effort to be stronger and faster. To be frank I have no idea really. What is for sure I will never permanently stop riding. Bicycles are my life. In three months time I will kiss nicotine and tar goodbye forever, a willing sacrifice for my passion. I’ve always said that the only enjoyment that I have are fags, cross that, I’ve found my replacement: The world, me and my bike. Fullstop.





